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has anyone else just... run away?

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Just disappear into uncertainty chasing pipe dreams across the nation? Abandoning everything: your childhood, your friends, your family, half of your possessions in hopes that you could establish yourself elsewhere? Hoping to catch a lucky break or a trade wind to help you along, finding nothing but disappointment around every corner? Quickly exhausting every available resource to yourself, you feel like maybe the world is closing in on you fast because as you run, you realize you're traveling in circles and you have no direction, no spatial orientation?


just a thought...

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i ran away... highly motivated at first.... now... i'm beginning to forget why...



problem wiht running away is that you have to take yourself with you.
The motivation for running is what's important.
It's best to run away for no reason other than a change or adventure.

Any other reason willl always catch up to you.
You are not now, nor will you ever be, good enough to not die in this sport (Sparky)
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I did when I was young...emancipated at 12 , and hooked up with the carnival, I even ran away from that once, and joined a circus for a year , but went back to the carnival...

(part of how I ended up with the name Gypsy)

But my Motorcycle (and sydiving) is my escape now...a ride can clear out the brain!

but if life is not good....Move on....just use your brain when doing so, dont end up in a van down by the river!

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problem wiht running away is that you have to take yourself with you.
The motivation for running is what's important.
It's best to run away for no reason other than a change or adventure.

Any other reason willl always catch up to you.



Completely agreed, and i ran away hoping i could lead a more adventurous lifestyle here... but i see more doors closed than open....
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dont end up in a van down by the river!




it seems like that's where i am headed... well... most likely in a parking lot by the beach or at a dropzone somewhere hoping i could get a couple pack jobs in so i could buy a lunch....

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i ran away... highly motivated at first.... now... i'm beginning to forget why...



problem wiht running away is that you have to take yourself with you.
The motivation for running is what's important.
It's best to run away for no reason other than a change or adventure.

Any other reason willl always catch up to you.


Could anything even catch up to you when you pretty much are at the end of the earth like you are???



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List of winter homes, "after I ran away"

Chickencoup
Barns(several)
train cars
Dumpsters, (barely bailed out before getting picked up one morning)
YMCA storage closet...(I would walk in like I lived there, go upstairs, and jump over the wall (It didn;t go to the ceiling, , it had been added) and I made a "room" in the back corner out of mattresses, the maids never came in that far!}
Carnival trucks, as we wintered(stayed in the sleeper cab)
Crash pads, (where anywhere from 8 to 20 people rented an apartment)
Under bridges
In the bushes of nice homes, ( between the bush and the house, never got caught doing this)
Jail..(that sucked)
abandoned cars
Girls basement's, (twice , found girls willing to do this for me)
Simply in the woods , in home made shelters..
Buses, (spare change for enough to ride the city bus, then fall aleep in a back seat. keeps ya warm, and out of trouble...During the day...yer fucked at night...you have to walk all night to stay warm!

I could go on...

Needless to say, and adventure...but also not a good idea!

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well... most likely in a parking lot by the beach




On the other hand, back when I was living at Ocean Beach, Ca...

There was this girl and her mom living in a van in the parking lot by the pier, little Chickie would sit on the wall there playing music and singing...you know the ole story, 'waiting for her big break'. :S

It was the star everyone NOW knows as Jewel! B|

So sometimes the rough parts are just a part of the road that goes to where you're supposed to be! ;)










~ If you choke a Smurf, what color does it turn? ~

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well... most likely in a parking lot by the beach




On the other hand, back when I was living at Ocean Beach, Ca...

There was this girl and her mom living in a van in the parking lot by the pier, little Chickie would sit on the wall there playing music and singing...you know the ole story, 'waiting for her big break'. :S

It was the star everyone NOW knows as Jewel! B|

So sometimes the rough parts are just part of the road that goes where you're supposed to be! ;)


not allowed anymore...OB is under Police command 24/7 now...used to be party central!

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well... most likely in a parking lot by the beach




On the other hand, back when I was living at Ocean Beach, Ca...

There was this girl and her mom living in a van in the parking lot by the pier, little Chickie would sit on the wall there playing music and singing...you know the ole story, 'waiting for her big break'. :S

It was the star everyone NOW knows as Jewel! B|

So sometimes the rough parts are just part of the road that goes where you're supposed to be! ;)


not allowed anymore...OB is under Police command 24/7 now...used to be party central!



Farther down sunset cliffs theses days...all the way at the end! ;)










~ If you choke a Smurf, what color does it turn? ~

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Don't listen to these fools saying "you can't run away" "stuff comes with you" etc. That just means you're not running hard enough.

Just gotta find the right place, the right people and sit down with your cards and laugh at your full house.
1338

People aint made of nothin' but water and shit.

Until morale improves, the beatings will continue.

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I did that when I was 23. I found fun, adventure, and came home refreshed about 8 months later. It was a wonderful experience. The problems I was running away from were tied up in a job and a former boyfriend, and both were moved well into the past by the time I came back.

But I'll admit I had a place to stay if things were bad enough, and a rigger's ticket to help buy food with.

Wendy P.
There is nothing more dangerous than breaking a basic safety rule and getting away with it. It removes fear of the consequences and builds false confidence. (tbrown)

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yeah, i live in OB now...


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See..you're on the right track already! B|



OB's a bad place for a harley ridin biker....fuckers stop me almost every time I go there, (and No my bike is not loud....just looks that way, it actually runs two 1942 mufflers, instead of one)

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Tryw www.couchsurfers.org its a great website to travel and stay at places.

Also craigslist has a great section of people who do the same thing. They recently had a documentry about a guy just traveling with nothing but craigslist. And I am in it!! Check out the photo section!! its a cool domentry. www.craigslistjoe.com
Best Girl Scout Ever.

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I ran away for 11 years, I was younger then. I am now "home" and it feels so good and so right. I had to make some trade ins though to be able to "rest" in this place...( like driving 4 hours to skydive ) ;) But life is all about trade ins, in fact your entire life when it is said and done will be completely built on your decisions. Some of them are small and some are big but ALL of them define the path you'll travel.

My justification now, is children. That and now that I'm 30 it is starting to sink in that I will not live forever and I must leave a legacy for my children and their children etc.

I remind myself that happiness is a state of mind, having nothing to do with one's life circumstances, so if you are running looking for the elusive "happiness" state of being, then maybe you should stop running and focus on your mental state of being instead of your environment. Some environments foster healthy mentalities and others do not... so once again, it is all about those darn decisions! and where is it exactly you are trying to go?!?!

"A man only gets in life what he is believing for, nothing more and nothing less" Kenneth Hagen

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I did when I was young...emancipated at 12 , and hooked up with the carnival, I even ran away from that once, and joined a circus for a year , but went back to the carnival...

(part of how I ended up with the name Gypsy)

But my Motorcycle (and sydiving) is my escape now...a ride can clear out the brain!

but if life is not good....Move on....just use your brain when doing so, dont end up in a van down by the river!



Ran away with the carnival several times, great place to get lost. Can also be lots of troubleB| At a little younger age I lived on top of the High School for a bit, raided a friends garage freezer, bbq steaks etc for a week:)

Kinda dissapeared in my early 20's and drove for a Repo company in South SF (friends brother).
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I'm a single parent. But I've often fantasized about jumping my Jeep and heading south until I can't go anymore. Maybe Argentina.

Once she's out of the house, who knows?
I know it just wouldnt be right to kill all the stupid people that we meet..

But do you think it would be appropriate to just remove all of the warning labels and let nature take its course.

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now repo companies are all about the insurance, and the insurance companies require you to be 24 or 25... which really isn't fair seeing that i have been repoing on and off for like... 7 years... but i can't get insured cuz i'm 23....

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