goofyjumper 0 #1 December 4, 2008 my life changed, and Lee’s family’s lives changed. All because of a selfish, stupid fucking ignorant asshole. I listen to that song by 3 doors down all the time. I modified the words a little bit: 365 days have made me older since the last time that I saw your face… A thousand lights have made me colder and I don’t think I can look at life the same…. But all the miles had separate they disappear now when I am dreaming of your face… I am here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind… I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time…. I think about you baby but your still with me in my dreams… And tonight, it’s only you and me… Everything I know, and everywhere I go it gets hard but it wont take away my love.. And when the last one falls and when it is all said and done, it gets hard but it wont take away my love…… This song Lee introduced me to when we went to Rantoul in 2003 and that they played it every morning. This song is perfect for him because the words are exactly how he looked at life. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pe5p1BXNCQM My words to Lee: I fell in love with you the first time I hugged you. I loved seeing that smiling face come through the door everyday. No matter what, you always had a positive attitude about you. You were the only one I knew that woke up in a good mood. You took life for everything that it was and what it could be. You never passed an opportunity to try something new. But I know that flying through the sky was your one and only passion. You had a heart of gold, and I just don’t understand why someone felt that they had to take your life. If they only knew how much you affected people’s lives, they would never dream of taking you out of this world. You always made me feel safe and secure. I never felt scared in your arms. No matter what, your friends and family could always depend on you. I feel lucky to have known you. Your Mum and Dad raised you well. They are great people and I know you are proud. God, I hated making that call to them. You always made me laugh. I always knew that it was going to be an interesting night when ever we went out in public. I used to watch you make your Mum cry laughing, and you and your Dad were like partners in crime. I couldn’t have asked for a better person to be with and I am so glad you chose me. I love you and I will never forget you. I wish I got longer than 5 years. But I do cherish everyday when spent together. Please give vibes to his Mum, Dad and sister and the rest of his family today. I love you guys too. And I know Sadie misses you too.----------------- I love and Miss you so much Honey! Orfun #3 ~ Darla Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
popsjumper 2 #2 December 4, 2008 My reality and yours are quite different. I think we're all Bozos on this bus. Falcon5232, SCS8170, SCSA353, POPS9398, DS239 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
goofyjumper 0 #3 December 4, 2008 Your up early Andy.----------------- I love and Miss you so much Honey! Orfun #3 ~ Darla Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
virgin-burner 1 #4 December 4, 2008 “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Broke 0 #5 December 4, 2008 Hugs to you babeDivot your source for all things Hillbilly. Anvil Brother 84 SCR 14192 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
gonzalesna 0 #6 December 4, 2008 I'm greatly disappointed that I never had the honor of meeting him. Some people refrain from beating a dead horse. Personally, I find a myriad of entertainment value when beating it until it becomes a horse-smoothie. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
LuckyMcSwervy 0 #7 December 4, 2008 Quote I'm greatly disappointed that I never had the honor of meeting him. +1 I'm so sorry.... I'll be thinking of you today. Lost love is so cruel.Always be kinder than you feel. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ladyskydiver 0 #8 December 4, 2008 *Hugs*Life is short! Break the rules! Forgive quickly! Kiss slowly! Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably. And never regret anything that made you smile. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
shropshire 0 #9 December 4, 2008 Quote Quote I'm greatly disappointed that I never had the honor of meeting him. +1 I'm so sorry.... I'll be thinking of you today. Lost love is so cruel. More +s A friend of a friend is also a friend. (.)Y(.) Chivalry is not dead; it only sleeps for want of work to do. - Jerome K Jerome Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
skymama 37 #10 December 4, 2008 That was a very sweet rememberance, Brandy, it brought a lump to my throat. It's a nice reminder for all of us to give our loved ones an extra hug today.She is Da Man, and you better not mess with Da Man, because she will lay some keepdown on you faster than, well, really fast. ~Billvon Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
mamajumps 0 #11 December 4, 2008 Those are beautiful words Brandy and I know that he is watching you and the rest of his family as he turns points in the big way in the sky.... God Bless you sweetie! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
CSpenceFLY 1 #12 December 4, 2008 Thanks for the post Brandy. I think of you and Lee often. It was hard to believe that this actually happened and now it is hard to believe that it has been a year. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
tmaricle55 0 #13 December 4, 2008 My love to you and Lee's Family in England. Muff Brother # 3883, SCR # 14796 ICD # 1 - Pres. Yeah, I noticed and I think it's funny! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
chiquita24 0 #14 December 4, 2008 That was very nice! My thoughts are with you today! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
BillyVance 34 #15 December 4, 2008 All I have is a lump in my throat. Hang in there. Justice will be served. When God made Lee, he broke the mold. Ain't never going to be another one like him. "Mediocre people don't like high achievers, and high achievers don't like mediocre people." - SIX TIME National Champion coach Nick Saban Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
LisaH 0 #16 December 4, 2008 You are all in my thoughts. Big ((HUGS))Be yourself! MooOOooOoo Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
blueskyserenity 0 #17 December 4, 2008 I think about you guys all the time Brandy. Hugs and vibes to you and his family.I like coconuts. You can break them open and they smell like ladies lying in the sun! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
mrwrong 0 #18 December 4, 2008 My deepest condolences to you and your family.. “The sum of intelligence on the planet is a constant; the population is growing.” - George Bernard Shaw He who dies with the most toys, wins..... dudeist skydiver # 19515 Buy quality and cry once! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
apollard24 0 #19 December 4, 2008 I'm in a glass case of emotion Brandy I know you will understand that statement the way it should be.Breathe out so I can breathe you in... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
goofyjumper 0 #20 December 4, 2008 QuoteI'm in a glass case of emotion Brandy I know you will understand that statement the way it should be. Lol..... yes I do.----------------- I love and Miss you so much Honey! Orfun #3 ~ Darla Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
pincheck 0 #21 December 4, 2008 we all miss him Brandy a lot of fun left us last year and its tough even now but will raise a glass to him Billy-Sonic Haggis Flickr-Fun Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
guppie01 0 #22 December 4, 2008 Aww Sweet Pea that is such a beautiful remembrance. Lee was just as lucky to have found your beautiful soul! Much love to you!!! Miss that big galoot! xoxo g "Let's do something romantic this Saturday... how bout we bust out the restraints?" Raddest Ho this side of Jersey #1 - MISS YOU OMG, is she okay? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SARLDO 0 #23 December 4, 2008 I will echo the sentiment that although I have never met Lee, I believe he was a wonderful person based on the outpouring of love and admiration diplayed in these forums. He is obviously a great loss to us all and I hope that justice is soon served. My thoughts are with the family and friends of Lee this day and I will surely hoist a glass today in his honor. I guess it would, in his words "be rude not to.""Always do right. This will gratify some people and astonish the rest" ~Samuel Clemens MB#4300 Dudeist Skydiver #68 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
drae 0 #24 December 4, 2008 Brandy, you are thought of often. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
lauraliscious 0 #25 December 4, 2008 {{{{HUGS}}}} Brandy! Those were some beautiful words. Made my eyes water up a bit. You two sure loved each other, and it showed. I can't believe it's been a year. Keep on hanging in there girl, I'm sure justice will be served. Enemiga Rodriguez, PMS #369, OrFun #25, Team Dirty Sanchez #116, Pelt Head #29, Muff #4091 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
