Dumpster 0 #1 April 5, 2007 Man I'm in such rare form tonight- Long post and kinda rambling - Behold my soul- I've just been hit by a brick - No, a cricket bat - Baseball bat, 2x4, lead pipe, a soccer ball, what ever, to the back of the head - all that rolled up into one and it's left my head spinning - Way worse than any hard opening I've had, or hitting my head on some immovable object at work. Ever known some one - Maybe on a more casual basis, for a while, y'know? Been intrigued, had some good times, ne'er thought much of it - maybe shared a few angry moments, but overall good? And kinda felt there was maybe some sort of connection - but not persued that for whatever reason - (you/them attached to some one else, not sure if the feeling was mutual, etc. ) So it fades off into the sunset - And you all but forget about it, right? And out of the blue, it hits you - What might have triggered it would be a sight, a photograph, a smell, or a sound or song, a deja vu kinda moment, something like that, And all of a sudden, you realize not just the outer beauty but the inner beauty, too, and it hits you like nothing you've ever experienced. And you think, no, you feel, deep - like the E chord of the universe - She could be The One! I'd throw myself at her feet at this moment. Lie on my back in her radiance and feel her warm the deepest parts of my soul. It's overwhelming what I'm feeling right now - Totally defies description like the euphoria of your first jump. I could go on but that might break the record for the longest post ever. I'll spare you the boredom. And I'll go to bed tonight - alone in both bliss and ignorant misery. If and/or when I ever see her again, (and I'm sure I will) I'll never be able to let her know how she, her wonderful beauty, her brief involvement in my life, and her influence, "hit" me tonight. Can't even let her catch a brief glimpse - Gotta be tough, y'know? Besides, I'll never know if I even come close to deserving her, much less her love. Head over fuckin' heels, man. Perhaps it will be just a nod from accross the room, or maybe I'll get a hug and a peck on the cheek - I won't let her - or anyone else, - see the tear. Nope - I'd be tough - Get back on the bike - Or on the plane - Or in my truck - And head off relishing that brief moment. And she will probably never know how I feel. And I will definitely never forget. Easy Does It Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
aprilcat 0 #2 April 5, 2007 Are you/she attached to others? Maybe she's thinking about you too Sounds like a pretty powerful attraction to me, but you have your reasons for not approaching. Enjoy your glow~~April Camelot II, the Electric Boogaloo! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Dumpster 0 #3 April 5, 2007 I honestly don't know what her relationship status is right now. If she's thinking about me - WOW - If only! Easy Does It Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Lindsey 0 #4 April 5, 2007 Just don't go get her name tattooed on your dick. Those are the only words of wisdom I have to offer. Otherwise...don't you love to be in love????! linz-- A conservative is just a liberal who's been mugged. A liberal is just a conservative who's been to jail Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
iluvtofly 0 #5 April 5, 2007 I think alot of people have someone in their life that they feel that way about. Like you said, it's a great feeling and a shitty feeling all at the same time. Hopefully one day you'll be able to tell her how you truly feel. Do it for all of us out here to weak to say how we really feel to certain people in our lives. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Dumpster 0 #6 April 5, 2007 Yes, hopfully one day I will be able to tell her. God willing she'll share the same. In the mean time I feel grateful that I am capable of loving again. That in itself is great milestone for me. Easy Does It Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Gene03 0 #7 April 5, 2007 Lenny, Are you in Lust or in Love? Careful big boy.“The only fool bigger than the person who knows it all is the person who argues with him. Stanislaw Jerzy Lec quotes (Polish writer, poet and satirist 1906-1966) Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ExAFO 0 #8 April 5, 2007 If it flys, floats, or fucks, you're better off renting it.Illinois needs a CCW Law. NOW. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
pinkfairy 0 #9 April 5, 2007 This is just a chemical reaction in your body, a cocktail of hormones that will make you feel happy, ignore pain, crave skin contact, remove your need for sleep and food, and generally prepare you to make babies. Afterwards, you will most likely get kinda a hangover from those hormones, and that will make you feel useless and depressed. Unless you actually manage to get together with her. Who knows, it has happened before. Good luck! Relax, you can die if you mess up, but it will probably not be by bullet. I'm a BIG, TOUGH BIGWAY FORMATION SKYDIVER! What are you? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Dumpster 0 #10 April 5, 2007 I haven't felt like this is so long - I figured it was never meant for me love again, or at least feel this sort of elation. Now - Holy shit - OK - gotta keep my act together. But man, whatta ride! Easy Does It Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ChrisL 2 #11 April 5, 2007 QuoteI haven't felt like this is so long - I figured it was never meant for me love again, or at least feel this sort of elation. Now - Holy shit - OK - gotta keep my act together. But man, whatta ride! If thats how you really feel and you don't chase her down and let her know, then you are a world class putz and don't deserve to be happy. She could be dead tomorrow. YOU could be dead tomorrow. All we have is today.__ My mighty steed Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Tonto 1 #12 April 5, 2007 I know a guy who feels like that when he's a bit hung over and constipated. He drinks a lot.It's the year of the Pig. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Dumpster 0 #13 April 5, 2007 I guess the word is that she's attached - Lucky fellow! It's OK - At least I know I can still feel that way about a lady. After 2 divorces I began to wonder about myself. Easy Does It Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Lindercles 0 #14 April 5, 2007 Picture her getting gangbanged by five huge black dudes. If that still doesn't kill it for you, you might actually have something here. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ladyskydiver 0 #15 April 5, 2007 Lenny..."Word is that..." Please...you know how the DZ rumor mill works as well as I do and know that unless you speak to the woman - directly - and find out, you won't know 100%. Hell...the "word" at the DZ when I had surgery was that I was pregnant - I SURE AS HELL WASN'T - but that's how the "word" works. It's sometimes accurate...most times not. As far as wondering about yourself...it takes 2 to make a marriage - or any relationship - work. If it's not right, it's not right. You don't have to put yourself out there in a "Hey...I'm interested in dating you...are you single" way. Just get a conversation going with her and via casual conversation find out if she's in a relationship. If not...start by asking her out as a friend for coffee or whatever and see where things lead. Good luck, my friend! Life is short! Break the rules! Forgive quickly! Kiss slowly! Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably. And never regret anything that made you smile. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ChrisL 2 #16 April 5, 2007 QuoteI guess the word is that she's attached - Lucky fellow! It's OK - At least I know I can still feel that way about a lady. After 2 divorces I began to wonder about myself. Well hey, at least you checked it out. I'm on my 3rd marriage right now and this one is the winner. 10 years and going strong __ My mighty steed Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ChrisL 2 #17 April 5, 2007 QuotePicture her getting gangbanged by five huge black dudes. If that still doesn't kill it for you, you might actually have something here. Dude! WTF man??!? __ My mighty steed Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ladyskydiver 0 #18 April 5, 2007 Congrats on the 10 years. Life is short! Break the rules! Forgive quickly! Kiss slowly! Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably. And never regret anything that made you smile. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SkyDekker 1,465 #19 April 5, 2007 And here ladies and gentlemen is a fine example of why you don't post while on E. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ChrisL 2 #20 April 5, 2007 LOL__ My mighty steed Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
2fat2fly 0 #21 April 5, 2007 QuoteJust don't go get her name tattooed on your dick unless she has a really long name and you can use a large font-then do it and show her...and every other chick you meetI am not the man. But the man knows my name...and he's worried Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Slappie 9 #22 April 5, 2007 QuotePicture her getting gangbanged by five huge black dudes. If that still doesn't kill it for you, you might actually have something here. Worked for me... "Find out just what any people will quietly submit to and you have found out the exact measure of injustice and wrong which will be imposed upon them." Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Acensky 0 #23 April 5, 2007 WOW ~~~ that was deep. I know exactly how you feel. Its kinda frustrating yet pleasurable all at the same time. Good luck HeatherGarbage bags do not make good parachutes. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
turtlespeed 226 #24 April 5, 2007 QuoteIf it flys, floats, or fucks, you're better off renting it. WHooo Yhah!I'm not usually into the whole 3-way thing, but you got me a little excited with that. - Skymama BTR #1 / OTB^5 Official #2 / Hellfish #408 / VSCR #108/Tortuga/Orfun Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Dumpster 0 #25 April 5, 2007 QuotePicture her getting gangbanged by five huge black dudes. If that still doesn't kill it for you, you might actually have something here. Dude, I just lost my breakfast. You're one sick puppy! Easy Does It Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
