micro 0 #1 October 13, 2006 It never fails... when autumn comes, and there's a chill in the air, when the sun starts casting long shadows on the ground and the days start getting noticeably shorter, I inevitably find myself getting that sadness... the leaves are falling, the grass is fading, life is slowing. All of the fields around our farm have been harvested and are now barren. I find myself putting on more melancholic music. I become much more introspective, more hiberating like the animals. I get more teary eyed about things I'd just sluff off in any other season. I worry about life slipping away, passing by without taking it in, like the transience of this fall season, so brilliant with all of it's colors, before the bitter cold of winter. As someone who was a therapist for a good many years, I know all about Seasonal Affective Disorder, and while I don't discount it as valid, for me I don't think that is all there is at work here.... the deeper questions, the existential issues that an extra zoloft can't answer... i think part of this is just part of the human condition... and it's not a totally aversive state to be in either, it's not entirely uncomfortable. I imagine it COULD be were it to become too severe and become a full depression (I've been there too, hence the zoloft), which is why I only call this a case of fall sadness. Ah well... enough of those musings... just wanted to get them down in words... didn't know where else to put them. I miss Lee. And JP. And Chris. And... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
chaoskitty 0 #2 October 13, 2006 Kevin Spacey freaks me out. Take the wifey on a beach vacation. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
NWFlyer 2 #3 October 13, 2006 The year that I lived in LA, things seemed "off" for the entire year because there really was no change. The temperatures would vary slightly, and days would get shorter and longer, but the foliage didn't change, the temperature didn't change that much, there was no snow, little rain, very little to say "this is a new season." I didn't like it. I like the transitions, even if some are sadder and some are happier."There is only one basic human right, the right to do as you damn well please. And with it comes the only basic human duty, the duty to take the consequences." -P.J. O'Rourke Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Lindercles 0 #4 October 13, 2006 I know how you feel, man. But Zoloft can only do so much. You should really check into getting one of these. They work wonders. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
PhreeZone 20 #5 October 13, 2006 It snowed here yesterday Fall blows and winter sucks.Yesterday is history And tomorrow is a mystery Parachutemanuals.com Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
micro 0 #6 October 13, 2006 QuoteKevin Spacey freaks me out. Take the wifey on a beach vacation. Kevin Spacey rocks. Don't want a beach vacation. I WANT to experience the seasons, and the moods they elicit. Part of being human I think. If it gets TOO bad, hell yeah, i'll come to the beach. I miss Lee. And JP. And Chris. And... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
micro 0 #7 October 13, 2006 QuoteI know how you fell, man. But Zoloft can only do so much. You should really check into getting one of these. They work wonders. um, I'm just not quite sure what you're trying to say w/ that. I miss Lee. And JP. And Chris. And... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Lindercles 0 #8 October 13, 2006 Why, for cleaning the sand out of your vagina, of course. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
micro 0 #9 October 13, 2006 QuoteIt snowed here yesterday Fall blows and winter sucks. well, it's certainly "blowing" here!!! the winds are SO StRONG today, they've disrupted my satellite internet service once already! I miss Lee. And JP. And Chris. And... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
micro 0 #10 October 13, 2006 QuoteWhy, for cleaning the sand out of your vagina, of course. ah... silly me... my first thought was a good rectal cleansing... at least i was close. I miss Lee. And JP. And Chris. And... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Lindercles 0 #11 October 13, 2006 The great thing about it is how versatile it is. Trying shoving a Zoloft up your ass and see what happens. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
micro 0 #12 October 13, 2006 QuoteThe great thing about it is how versatile it is. Trying shoving a Zoloft up your ass and see what happens. ok... zoloft is in... report during the dz.com late shift tonight. I miss Lee. And JP. And Chris. And... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
waltappel 1 #13 October 13, 2006 Stop your fucking whining!!! You're living in a beautiful place with lots of critters around, have lots of friends (yeah, including me), and actually have a *job*! Come to Texas and do some CRW with me--that'll cheer you up!Walt Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
yamtx73 0 #14 October 13, 2006 The only naturals in this sport shit thru feathers... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
sunshine 2 #15 October 13, 2006 I start getting affected by SADS around daylight savings time. It sucks. But with some good light therapy, good meds, and good friends...i manage to get through it every year. ___________________________________________ meow I get a Mike hug! I get a Mike hug! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Michele 1 #16 October 13, 2006 I love this time of year, until just about December 1. Then I get the Christmas blues, which tend to last until about January 30. And then, I love the rain we get (2 days a year...). I love the nip in the air, the slightly cooler days and chilly nights. I love getting the second blanket out, and feeling my furry friends cuddle next to me at night for warmth and lovin. I love the color changes (alas, they don't really change here...but there is this one street which is gorgeous...full of maples), I love the wind, I love the sight of clouds and sun peeking 'round them. I wish I lived in a place that had more than one and a half seasons, but until I do, I will do what I can to enjoy it. Yes, Micro, the seasons of the year represent the ever present existential issues we as humans might contend with if we are introspective. But here's the truth - yes, life is passing. But you don't need to watch a tree change color to realize that; just look at your childrens' face. Time is fleeting; it is our job to fill it with those memories which will warm us up when it gets cold and scary. It's our job to reach out with both hands, grab life and ride it...and sometimes, it's our job to sit back and watch it go, realizing the preciousness and perfectness that life is...even when it isn't. And it's our job, I think, to recognize that while we are here, it's up to us to make a difference...and not just hope that we do, but really, make a difference. Even if it's to one person, that difference is vital... So good for you for looking inward. And good for you for making a difference. And hugs!!! I understand your mood completely. Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~ Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
micro 0 #17 October 13, 2006 you, of all people, I know understand this completely. and even moreso than me. I miss Lee. And JP. And Chris. And... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
kenz 0 #18 October 14, 2006 Quoteyou, of all people, I know understand this completely. and even moreso than me. i have the perfect solution for your issue... come pump some condoms - eat a good meal with a flamboyant waiter - drink some beers and end the night at johnny rockets :) cheer up charlie - before i have to start singing that horrible song from the movie"life does throw curveballs sometimes but it doesn't mean we shouldn't still swing for the homerun" ~ me Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
RkyMtnHigh 0 #19 October 14, 2006 It's just a freakin' cold front...no biggie Atleast you're not deploying at alti...you get to freefall right past the cold. _________________________________________ Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
micro 0 #20 October 14, 2006 QuoteQuoteyou, of all people, I know understand this completely. and even moreso than me. i have the perfect solution for your issue... come pump some condoms - eat a good meal with a flamboyant waiter - drink some beers and end the night at johnny rockets :) cheer up charlie - before i have to start singing that horrible song from the movie all of that is the PERFECT cure for the wintertime blues! I miss Lee. And JP. And Chris. And... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
cocheese 0 #21 October 14, 2006 QuoteIt's just a freakin' cold front...no biggie Atleast you're not deploying at alti...you get to freefall right past the cold. Spoken like a true crew dawg. Look at you. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
kenz 0 #22 October 14, 2006 QuoteQuoteQuoteyou, of all people, I know understand this completely. and even moreso than me. i have the perfect solution for your issue... come pump some condoms - eat a good meal with a flamboyant waiter - drink some beers and end the night at johnny rockets :) cheer up charlie - before i have to start singing that horrible song from the movie all of that is the PERFECT cure for the wintertime blues! i know it's perfect - that's why i said it was perfect :) helloooooooooooooooo"life does throw curveballs sometimes but it doesn't mean we shouldn't still swing for the homerun" ~ me Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
micro 0 #23 October 14, 2006 QuoteQuoteQuoteQuoteyou, of all people, I know understand this completely. and even moreso than me. i have the perfect solution for your issue... come pump some condoms - eat a good meal with a flamboyant waiter - drink some beers and end the night at johnny rockets :) cheer up charlie - before i have to start singing that horrible song from the movie all of that is the PERFECT cure for the wintertime blues! i know it's perfect - that's why i said it was perfect :) helloooooooooooooooo ya, so i'm a little slow... i'm still recovering from that bottle of patron. I miss Lee. And JP. And Chris. And... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
The_Don 0 #24 October 14, 2006 Sorry to be harsh but.................. GET THE FUCK OFF THE COMPUTER & GO OUTSIDE & DO SOMETHING !! ANYTHING!!!! Over..I am NOT being loud. I'm being enthusiastic! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
skydveraz 0 #25 October 14, 2006 Move to Arizona!!!Arizona only has two seasons, Hot and HOTTER! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
