ok, i admit it....

[pds 0]

i am so fucking lonely.

not country song lonely....

not blues song lonely .....

just plain old fasioned 'aint got nobody' lonely.

anybody else?

must click [post message], must not click [post message]
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

namaste, motherfucker.

[vonSanta 0]

Know the feeling bro. It'll fade away over some time, but it's an awful feeling while it lasts .

Some say one cannot feel pure pleasure without having felt pure pain. If you hold this belief (which I do) then the future is looking good. Loneliness only last if you want it to. Time has a way of changing things - for better or worse. With loneliness you tend to have it quite lousy, so the odds are in your favour of things improving.

It's not that you haven't got anyone. it's just that there are few which can match the PDS awesomeness - and why settle for less, eh?
Anyway, you may feel lonely, but I am very positive that your brothers and sisters in this community appreciate yer persona. Hell, I'm an unemployed bum and I'd shell out a few bucks for a jump ticket for ya if ya were outta money and at my DZ. And I only know you from these forums.

You'll get better. And that's when I send you the bill.

Edit: I should add that for many there's some...stigma associated with feeling lonely. I'm not sure what it is exactly, but it's there. I have it but I guess I am getting old or something because I've begun to just accept it as 'another feeling'. Oh and I rationalize loads too: "it is just a drive put in place by evolution to secure the propogation of the species. I am not just a vehicle for genes: I am
vonSanta, one of the dudes who have a possibility of living forever. Besides, cloning looks promising. Loads of me would be nice."

Santa Von GrossenArsch
I only come in one flavour
ohwaitthatcanbemisunderst

[meatmissile 0]

Well, you must be one of the few people in the US that is not asleep right now .

--
ZZZzzzz....

[vonSanta 0]

Sleeping is overrated anyway meatmissile. Beds are there to protect you from injuries while...well, let's just say beds aren't for sleeping.

Santa Von GrossenArsch
I only come in one flavour
ohwaitthatcanbemisunderst

[VanillaSkyGirl 6]

Hey, I'm up! Sky, you are such a beautiful person. Any woman would be so lucky to be with you. Seriously, you could probably have anyone that you want. Why if I wasn't taken...

Anyhoo, this post will probably inspire many the remaining few female DZ.commers who haven't already been secretly fantasizing about spending time with you...to shamelessly THROW themselves at your feet.

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It's not that you haven't got anyone. it's just that there are few which can match the PDS awesomeness - and why settle for less, eh?

That's true. Think about it, Sky? hehehe...
Call me again when you feel lonely, and I would be honored to spend wholesome, yet entertaining time with you. If not, then I will have to STALK you...

[Tonto 1]

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i am so fucking lonely.

Just as well you're alone dude. Imagine being that lonely with someone right next to you.

I've been unhappy alone.
I've been unhappy married.

Unhappy alone is better.

Change is certain. Hang in there.

t

It's the year of the Pig.

[sunshine 2]

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Anyhoo, this post will probably inspire many the remaining few female DZ.commers who haven't already been secretly fantasizing about spending time with you...to shamelessly THROW themselves at your feet.

I've already shamelessly cuddled up next to him on a cold desert night....but i wouldn't mind doing that again sometime.

___________________________________________
meow

I get a Mike hug! I get a Mike hug!

[bbarnhouse 0]

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am so fucking lonely.

not country song lonely....

not blues song lonely .....

just plain old fasioned 'aint got nobody' lonely.

anybody else?

Ahhh lonliness is the path we take when we don't risk involvement. Its that "building walls instead of bridges" stuff....
Reach out in the darkness.

[WrongWay 0]

Dude I know how you feel. I was just dumped recently, but she didn't just dump me.

She packed me a mal, THEN she dumped me!!

And what's worse, she was admittedly at fault, so what the hell did I do to deserve that pilot chute in tow?????

So, I know how ya feel pal. You'll find some hot skydiver around here somewhere!! Chin up!!

Wrong Way
D #27371 Mal Manera Rodriguez Cajun Chicken Ø Hellfish #451
The wiser wolf prevails.

[goose491 0]

I'm sorry to hear it man.

Joy wouldn't feel so great, if it wasn't for pain mind you.

And if you need a stranger to PM... feel free to send to Goose.

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must click [post message], must not click [post message]
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Don't even worry about it.... Reaching out is always good for the soul

My Karma ran over my Dogma!!!

[greybeard 0]

I never feel lonley when i'm by myself, whithin myself. Curiously, i'm often lonely when surrounded by self centered people.
Remember our discusion, Sky, about applying yourself to the efforts of just helping other people whenever you can. If helping others is your primary goal, good things will happen. I know you heard me, because the very next day, you ran literaly to my rescue when I landed my canopy over the mock-up. No, I didn't forget, THANKS BRO.

1). You're not alone.
2). We'll half to find you a woman, or a couple.

[sunshine 2]

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She packed me a mal, THEN she dumped me!!

Well i'll be happy to take over the job as your packer.

___________________________________________
meow

I get a Mike hug! I get a Mike hug!

[Blahr 0]

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i am so fucking lonely.

not country song lonely....

not blues song lonely .....

just plain old fasioned 'aint got nobody' lonely.

anybody else?

Is that why you have a cigarette stuck up your arse?
I dont think thats really gonna help much. Well, maybe a little...

[pds 0]

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"But you, you're not alone, you're uninvited"

noice touch. bitch

thanks guys.

i, of all people, understand that being alone is not being lonely. i have spent most of my life being alone and quite happily miserable.

the past 10 months have been the darkest times i could never have imagined. i have gone from shock and denial to acceptance. i seem to be feeling again and most of all i feel is lonely. a kind of senseless monster that refuses to be sated. so what to do? quit therapy a while ago. fuckin head shrinkers. so what to do? why, make an ass of myslef in public of course. and behave as if i am the only one who feels this way. as if nobody else has dark times. i am just out of ideas.

and for those who don't know me: i am not thinking of offing myself. those of you who do probably wish i would and just stfu already. no such luck, im coming to a barstool near you soon enough.



on a lighter note: i just went outside to work on the car and it told me in no uncertain terms to go fuck myself. so i guess a country song is in the making.

namaste, motherfucker.

[WrongWay 0]

Yeah, she just "didn't bother" to cock my pilot chute. She was too busy playing grabass with one of her "buddies" (same guy I caught her snuggling with in her sleeping bag the night before). I felt the bag come off my back as I was going for my cutaway. My screamer goes off, and I'm open at about 900-1000 feet, heading straight for power lines. I avoid those, and walk about 2 miles back to the DZ thru 2 corn fields and 1 bean field, throwing my canopy of barbed wire fences the whole way. I was not a happy camper.....

I hate girls.

Except sunshine, she still loves me.

Wrong Way
D #27371 Mal Manera Rodriguez Cajun Chicken Ø Hellfish #451
The wiser wolf prevails.

[whocares 0]

I hate girls.
***

No worries. There are enough gays on this site you can hook up with.

Sorry i am not one of them

[WrongWay 0]

Hahaha, no thanks, not interested in anything with the same anatomy as myself!!

Wrong Way
D #27371 Mal Manera Rodriguez Cajun Chicken Ø Hellfish #451
The wiser wolf prevails.

[sunshine 2]

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I hate girls.

Except sunshine, she still loves me.

I'll always love you baby!! Now get your ass to IL and visit me damnit!! SDC has $13 jumps the weekend of Oct. 11-12. You know you wanna come for that.

___________________________________________
meow

I get a Mike hug! I get a Mike hug!

[mujie96 0]

Try a vicodin and a beer.

It worked for me last night. Except I fell asleep before I finished the beer.

Lonely sucks, I think all the broke ass skydivers should rent a house together in Santa Monica. If we pool our resources we might be able to get a 1 bedroom cottage.

Just keep swimming...just keep swimming....

[Racenic 0]

2 1/2 years and losing count.........

Nick D

The key to Immortality is- first living a life worth remembering”

[WrongWay 0]

Hahaha, you kidding? When I come up I'll have about enough money for my AD test, and MAYBE a coaching jump. Thats about it, unless I sell my body.........hmmmmmmmm.............

Wrong Way
D #27371 Mal Manera Rodriguez Cajun Chicken Ø Hellfish #451
The wiser wolf prevails.

[SublimeBreeze 0]

Cheer up! Life is not so bad. Awwww well it might seem so at the time but there are several things you can be thankful for

1. Your Health
2. How lucky you really are to not be working at a sweatshop
3. You have partial freedom(freedom really cept my jaded view of our government)

This is the trick to getting out of those moods.

What do you usually do when you feel lonely? sit around and feel bad for yourself.

Here is the trick

Get up, go out and do something you would never see yourself doing, whether it be talking to complete strangers going for a walk. get out of your house!

Another thing get exercise it releases endorphins and can make you happy. Being happy is the first way out of loneliness because you aren't alone you have your best friend your pal your buddy YOUR SELF!

Anyways

Take care

Better days are a coming

Peace

Sean

Sean
Sean In Thailand

[QuickDraw 0]

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Get up, go out and do something you would never see yourself doing, whether it be talking to complete strangers going for a walk. get out of your house!

Another thing get exercise it releases endorphins and can make you happy. Being happy is the first way out of loneliness because you aren't alone you have your best friend your pal your buddy YOUR SELF!

Thats cheered me up no end.




Are you that guy on the bus that everyone talks about ?

-- Hope you don't die. --

I'm fucking winning

[VanillaSkyGirl 6]

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I hate girls.

WTF?

Thanks A LOT Mr. WrongWay! Didn't you recently ask me to be Mrs. WrongWay in THIS thread? The wedding is officially off!

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[mujie96 0]

And after that...you can try smiling at yourself in the mirror!!!!

I have come to the conclusion that some things don't go away. BUT, as I am dealing with similar demons of my own...I can say that killing kittens is remarkably distracting.....

Just keep swimming...just keep swimming....