QuickDraw 0 #26 September 29, 2003 QuoteI can say that killing kittens is remarkably distracting..... Amen. -- Hope you don't die. -- I'm fucking winning Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
wmw999 2,498 #27 September 29, 2003 When you've had a single person who went a long ways towards helping with loneliness, it's really hard to figure it out yourself again. email doesn't really help me. dz.com is like crack. feels good for awhile, but doesn't solve any problems. going to a bar doesn't help at all. It's much lonelier with a lot of people there who don't give a shit about me, and whom I have to push to talk to. going to classes does a little bit. but talking to people, one at a time, can help to fill the hole a little at a time, because then you're filling it up, instead of having someone else help. Way harder, though. Ah well. Wendy W.There is nothing more dangerous than breaking a basic safety rule and getting away with it. It removes fear of the consequences and builds false confidence. (tbrown) Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
WrongWay 0 #28 September 29, 2003 Sorry I left ya out!! I love you Rosa!!! Baby, we can make it work, we can!! I'll change!!! I'm sorry I keep leaving the toilet seat up, and I know sometimes I don't always make it to work on time, but we can make it work!! Wrong Way D #27371 Mal Manera Rodriguez Cajun Chicken Ø Hellfish #451 The wiser wolf prevails. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
VanillaSkyGirl 6 #29 September 29, 2003 QuoteBaby, we can make it work, we can!! I'll change!!! I'm sorry I keep leaving the toilet seat up, and I know sometimes I don't always make it to work on time, but we can make it work!! LMAO!!! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Rebecca 0 #30 September 29, 2003 QuoteI hate girls. AHEM? You sure 'bout that? you've got to ask yourself one question: 'Do I feel loquacious?' -- well do you, punk? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
moodyskydiver 0 #31 September 29, 2003 Aww! I'm not goint to say I know what you're going through, because I'm not you.I will say I too have had my share of the darkness and know how hard,cold and lonely it can be. From our brief meeting in Perris and from these forums you seem to be a very special and stellar individual.I wish you the best. Feel free to PM, call (or drunk dial..promise I'll answer the phone this time) any time. "...just an earthbound misfit, I." Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
RevJim 0 #32 September 30, 2003 QuoteSDC has $13 jumps the weekend of Oct. 11-12. You know you wanna come for that. Hrmmmm.... I was told in no uncertain terms that if I leave this weekend to jump I'm going to be in deep shit. I of course covered by telling her I was just making sure she still remembered.... I mean, c'mon, I've remembered my anniversary for the last 10 years, why would I forget #11? Anyway, cheap jumps sounds better anyway! (Got some place for me to crash down there this time? I'm not going to have a semi to sleep in this time.)It's your life, live it! Karma RB#684 "Corcho", ASK#60, Muff#3520, NCB#398, NHDZ#4, C-33989, DG#1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
sunshine 2 #33 September 30, 2003 QuoteAnyway, cheap jumps sounds better anyway! (Got some place for me to crash down there this time? I'm not going to have a semi to sleep in this time.) As long as i don't ditch you for some young hot tandem student!! But that would never happen. ___________________________________________ meow I get a Mike hug! I get a Mike hug! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
RevJim 0 #34 September 30, 2003 QuoteQuoteAnyway, cheap jumps sounds better anyway! (Got some place for me to crash down there this time? I'm not going to have a semi to sleep in this time.) As long as i don't ditch you for some young hot tandem student!! But that would never happen. Naw. That would never happen again. Well, I've always got the back seat of the Stratus, but damn, that gets uncomfortable.It's your life, live it! Karma RB#684 "Corcho", ASK#60, Muff#3520, NCB#398, NHDZ#4, C-33989, DG#1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
greybeard 0 #35 September 30, 2003 there you go Sky. MOODYSKYDIVER responds from the heart. Don't let a shooting star go unnoticed. They are very rare, and very hard to grab hold of. *********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************** Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Atlas 0 #36 September 30, 2003 Definately... Being lonely while being with the person you care about is a sad state. That happened to me, and it hurts, big time. It's much easier now to be alone, than it was to be "with her" and still be lonely. Man that sucked. But it's good now :) Cheer up, and you'll find someone new, I'm sure of it. Heck, look at all of those losers out there with girlfriends... someone needs to show those girls what it's like to be treated like a lady. You can do that :) Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
moodyskydiver 0 #37 September 30, 2003 Quotethere you go Sky. MOODYSKYDIVER responds from the heart. Don't let a shooting star go unnoticed. They are very rare, and very hard to grab hold of. Aww shucks.Thank you Mark. "...just an earthbound misfit, I." Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
pleifer 0 #38 September 30, 2003 Quote Lonely sucks, I think all the broke ass skydivers should rent a house together in Santa Monica. If we pool our resources we might be able to get a 1 bedroom cottage. I claim the bathtub for sleeping in _________________________________________ The Angel of Duh has spoke Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
pds 0 #39 September 30, 2003 QuoteTry a vicodin and a beer. well sleep was elusive last night. no suprise eh? so here is me admitting something else. sept 29, 2002 was the day that ela and i made our first skydive. sept 29 2003 seemed like an appropriate day (luckily so) to go and get a D license. anybody says that two people can't share a D ticket is going to the mat with me. i will see your vidocin and beer with a couple guinness and a long ass drive home. love you guys. goodnight.namaste, motherfucker. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
VanillaSkyGirl 6 #40 September 30, 2003 My heart is breaking. My sweetest Sky, please know that I have been thinking about you all day. I was so worried, and I knew that there was something different. Thank you for sharing your journey with everyone. I am so glad that you were able to be with her in your own way. You are a very special man. Don't ever forget that many of us think that. I really admire you. Loving ya lots, ME Edited: We are ALL here for you...whenever...wherever... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Tonto 1 #41 September 30, 2003 I did. About 7 years ago! But thanks for the support! tIt's the year of the Pig. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
skymama 37 #42 September 30, 2003 I hope you were able to find some peace yesterday, Sky. I'll be there with a big hug for you at the Eloy boogie! She is Da Man, and you better not mess with Da Man, because she will lay some keepdown on you faster than, well, really fast. ~Billvon Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
pds 0 #43 September 30, 2003 QuoteI hope you were able to find some peace yesterday, Sky. I'll be there with a big hug for you at the Eloy boogie! one thing is for sure, i got some SLEEP last night. that helped a lot. i look at this thread and shake my head but all in all i am glad that i made it. even if i was so loopy i got the dates wrong. lol. i dug up the paperwork and it was the 28th, not the 29th. like it matters, im a dork anyway. you have all been so kind. except for that fucker that was using my pityparty thread to pick up on chicks. grrrrrrrrrr.namaste, motherfucker. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
pds 0 #44 September 30, 2003 good deed for day: mark, you may find that using the markup for horizontal line works well. having to scroll just for you is a sacrifice i am not sure i am willing to keep making. i thought of you yesterday while sitting in those coach class seats. see you soon.namaste, motherfucker. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Amazon 7 #45 September 30, 2003 Rarely does being alone feel good so I found the best relief for the malady is to go out and be with people...travel.. meet new people.. do things that you would never have thought of before in your wildest dreams. As I get older... and there are fewer things I have not tried..... it gets harder but damn I try my best to not let it creep in on me. Get out there and do some new things... I mean.. you are a skydiver.... so you cant be so freakin boring you have to stay home and do nothing. There are FAR too many boring people out there already... and skydivers just do not fit the boring mold. You never know.. you may just meet someone to help make your existence mean something. Some Ideas to meet others and not be lonely. 50 Things to do Jeanne Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Clownburner 0 #46 September 30, 2003 Good to hear you're doing better. Hang in there, and I'll buy you a beer the next time I run into you at Perris or Elsinore...7CP#1 | BTR#2 | Payaso en fuego Rodriguez "I want hot chicks in my boobies!"- McBeth Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
bkdice 0 #47 September 30, 2003 Hey Sky. I can't imagine what you are going through, but I am sure it is extremely painful and difficult. I only know a little about your sadness, but it's enough to make me wish I could offer you some comfort. It takes a lot of courage to put those feelings of loneliness out in the open. I hope that the support of your friends here has helped a little. I'm sure the flirtatious remarks are at least enough to help crack a smile on your face. There are people that are thinking of you during your rough time. I hope that time will heal all your wounds. Sincerely, Bettina Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
skyesspot 0 #48 September 30, 2003 Lonely is not forever, even tho it seems like it sometimes. By the looks of this thread, you have lots of friends that love you. You must be a great person. (((((HUGS)))))Life is too short. Don't sweat the small stuff. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
melstarr 0 #49 September 30, 2003 sent a pm e-((hug)) ~ meL* Pink Mafia / Tunnel Mafia Sister Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Deuce 1 #50 September 30, 2003 Well, dude, lonely sucks. It sucks hardest when you are among friends and family, all of whom are battling their own demons and are too fragile for you to lean on. When you have conditioned all around you that you are the rock, they just don't have coping skills when you are down. I think the problem with most shrinks is that they don't usually practice tough enough love. If you have a counselor that always agrees with you, get a better one who will occasionally tell you to BTFU. Your lover is gone. You are in the terrible place of wanting her back, which is impossible, and replacing her, which will be unthinkable for a while. So maybe think about it. It's bright and sunny outside your heart, PimpDaddy, sometime you are going to have to open it up. You will get hurt again, but you will find love again too. Know that in your brain, eventually your heart will catch up. Good luck. JP Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
