Viking 0 #1 April 23, 2002 I don't know why but i feel like crawling in a whole and hiding. I mean i should be happy, i have a good job, i have alot of good friends, but yet i have this feeling of overwhleming dispair. The only thing that i can think of that might be causing this is that i am not doing well in my photography class'. I really wish i could just take a year off and find myself again. Anybody know what i am talking about? I swear you must have footprints on the back of your helmet - chicagoskydiver Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
PhreeZone 20 #2 April 23, 2002 Go jump... that'll clear the head a bit If once you start down the dark path, forever will it dominate your destiny, consume you it will.... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
dove 0 #3 April 23, 2002 TOTALLY!!!!! What helps me when I get that feeling is to picture myself 10 years down the road looking back. None of it all seems so huge... kinda puts it all in perspective. Put on a happy CD and think of how you felt on your first jump. And think how LUCKY you are to be one of the few human beings on earth who has actually experienced flight! Ladidadidadidadida! And if that doesn't help I'm gonna come over and tickle you with my feathers! Ha!dove Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
sunshine 2 #4 April 23, 2002 QuoteAnd if that doesn't help I'm gonna come over and tickle you with my feathers! Ha!Hmm...if that's all it takes to get you to come over and tickle, i'm gonna pretend to be depressed too!!"Do whatever you like, just untie me when you're done" Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
AggieDave 6 #5 April 23, 2002 Grab some friends and go have fun tonight, go see a movie or something. Totally blow off everything else. Its always nice to get away from everything everyonce in a while.A human cannonball, I rise above it allUp higher then a trapeze, I can fly Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
skybytch 273 #6 April 23, 2002 QuoteI really wish i could just take a year off and find myself again.Me too - I'd love to take a year off, travel and jump my ass off. That's why I keep buying lottery tickets Seriously though, you've had a tough year Viking. Just hang in there, it will pass. I've been kinda depressed myself lately; I'm just hanging on to the knowledge that things will get better with time. pull & flare,lisa[subliminal msg]My website Go Now[/subliminal msg] Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
dove 0 #7 April 23, 2002 Or you could just call the thread "Shameless Boobies" post back up and revisit titties and beer Nothing like titties and beer (in this case titties IN beer) to cheer a guy up! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Viking 0 #8 April 23, 2002 Phree i have $2 in my account and i don't get payed until friday. Dove I have tryed that already. I just feel like i am not good enough to make a living with my camera. i have no idea where my life is going. I am going o go take a walk in the woods see you guys later. I swear you must have footprints on the back of your helmet - chicagoskydiver Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Spy38W 0 #9 April 23, 2002 I feel your pain Viking, I was supposed to have the day off today (I was really planning on building/flying a banner for a friend), but my boss called this morning and said he needed me to come in because 3 people called in sick/hurt/etc. So I went in and had no work to do because it was one of those freak quiet days where nobody calls or goes in, so near quitting time I'm upset that I wasted the day doing nothing, when I could have been getting some extra cash. Then I go out to my truck to find a 5/8's" bolt in one of the tires (the flat one). So now I have to wake up early to take the tire in to get (hopefully) patched, or be truckless for a week while waiting for a new tire to get in (thats how long it took when I got a construction staple in one New Years Eve), and ride my motorcycle around in the FL summer afternoon rain --Words I hate: Streamer, Horseshoe, Baglock... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
dove 0 #10 April 23, 2002 QuoteHmm...if that's all it takes to get you to come over and tickle, i'm gonna pretend to be depressed too!!Yer makin' me all hot with those sunrays! I'm gonna have to take some feathers off - I'm burning up! Whew!glistening dove Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
dove 0 #11 April 23, 2002 QuoteDove I have tryed that already.Tried what - the feathers or the titties and beer? If it's the feathers, I can promise you I am very TALENTED with the feathers. I KNOW I can make you smile! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites AggieDave 6 #12 April 23, 2002 Go to your school's gym and work out, or go for a run. Kicking my ass in the gym always picks me up.A human cannonball, I rise above it allUp higher then a trapeze, I can fly Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites ChromeBoy 0 #13 April 23, 2002 Spy...the difference between me and you is that you call a BMW X5 a truck and I call it a luxury automobile. I don't see the truck thing. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites AndyMan 7 #14 April 23, 2002 Just remember that it will pass.We all get hit by depression, it's just a fact of life. Sometimes it's nice to talk to friends, sometimes it's nice to just live through it. I do both. Every six monthes or so I write a big long email to my old friends, they're my friends so they put up with it. Sometimes I just rest in the knowledge that things will get better.Remember that we're all friends here, if you wanna spill we'll listen._AmICQ: 5578907MSN Messenger: andrewdmetcalfe at hotmail dot com AIM: andrewdmetcalfeYahoo IM: ametcalf_1999 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites crazymel 0 #15 April 23, 2002 Viking - I'm with ya!!! I totally know what you mean!!! I nearly jumped out of my skin yesterday 'cause I have a brand new rig, but for some INSANE reason I'm so damn down today!! Might be because I haven't jumped for quite some time, and will only get to jump again in June (DAMN,DAMN, DAMN Stupid plane!!!!!). I'm sitting here thinking of all the good things I have going for me right now, so why do I feel this way?? If I can only jump again....Life is for the LIVING!!!!! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites Michele 1 #16 April 23, 2002 See, Arthur? You're not alone. All of us question what we're going through, why we are going through it, and how the heck we are gonna make it through, just to start over again in a month, a year.... you've had a hard few months. Give yourself some slack, and rest a bit from the pursuit of perfection. You've earned the break.And remember, you didn't have a f**king realtor literally steal your client (and thus the food off your table and the jump tix out of your pocket) and then sit across a table from you lying to your face about it, and then getting tripped up on her lies, and having to lie more...and then telling you you are bad at what you do, and don't deserve another client...and telling your broker that you're a shitty realtor...You're not facing some dr. you barely know wanting to take a knife to your eye. And you don't have bald tires!!!!!!! LOL...(phew, just had to get that off my chest!)You'll be o.k. It will pass. And go do something you like to do which doesn't cost anything - a walk on the beach, hang out with some friends, post like a whore here. You'll survive it. Ciels and Pinks-MicheleIf you really want to, you can seize the day; if you really want to, you can fly away...~enya~ Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites Viking 0 #17 April 23, 2002 Ya know what is somewhat funny to me? The whole time i was reading your list of shit gone wrong i was seeing you saying it on the porch of the bomb shelter I swear you must have footprints on the back of your helmet - chicagoskydiver Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites Scratch 0 #18 April 23, 2002 Vikingtake that camera of yours and go take some boobie pix for the rest of us. You may be miserable, bitter and twisted but to have a camera and a passion for photography and not post boobie pix daily........that is just cruelEvery day above ground is a good day. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites Michele 1 #19 April 23, 2002 Quote The whole time i was reading your list of shit gone wrong i was seeing you saying it on the porch of the bomb shelter And now, to top off the day, Arthur calls me a barwhore....no, he couldn't picture me in the air, or on the dz elsewhere, nope, it had to be the porch of the Bombshelter....(just teasing, Viking, just teasing....)Glad to read in a different post that you found swooping cows lift your spirits. I tried to take a page from your book, and watch the clip, and after the download (10 minutes - I'm slooooooooooooow), all I got was sound effects. So while it cheered you up, it only depressed me because I could hear them swooping the heifers, but not see them.....Ya know, this has been a rough day. I think it's time to go off to bed!Ciels and Pinks-MicheleIf you really want to, you can seize the day; if you really want to, you can fly away...~enya~ Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites Viking 0 #20 April 23, 2002 You must really wanna see my cross-dressing shots I swear you must have footprints on the back of your helmet - chicagoskydiver Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites Scratch 0 #21 April 23, 2002 Read my lips BoobiesBOOBIESB O O B I E SNot faggotey, confused, hairy man pix. Boobie pix.Hey Mel, show him a pair so he knows what I am on about.[Teacher voice]Pay attention now Viking[/teacher voice]Every day above ground is a good day. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites crazymel 0 #22 April 23, 2002 (*)(*) (Is it just me or are my nipples really "perky" today??)Life is for the LIVING!!!!! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites Viking 0 #23 April 23, 2002 oooooooOOOOhhhhHH I swear you must have footprints on the back of your helmet - chicagoskydiver Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites AndyMan 7 #24 April 23, 2002 Mel? I'm depressed too.Tell me more about your boobies. Please?_AmICQ: 5578907MSN Messenger: andrewdmetcalfe at hotmail dot com AIM: andrewdmetcalfeYahoo IM: ametcalf_1999 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites Scratch 0 #25 April 23, 2002 QuoteIs it just me or are my nipples really "perky" today??)Nope it is not just you, be careful with those things Mel. You might put someones eye outEvery day above ground is a good day. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites Prev 1 2 Next Page 1 of 2 Join the conversation You can post now and register later. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account. Note: Your post will require moderator approval before it will be visible. 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AggieDave 6 #12 April 23, 2002 Go to your school's gym and work out, or go for a run. Kicking my ass in the gym always picks me up.A human cannonball, I rise above it allUp higher then a trapeze, I can fly Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ChromeBoy 0 #13 April 23, 2002 Spy...the difference between me and you is that you call a BMW X5 a truck and I call it a luxury automobile. I don't see the truck thing. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
AndyMan 7 #14 April 23, 2002 Just remember that it will pass.We all get hit by depression, it's just a fact of life. Sometimes it's nice to talk to friends, sometimes it's nice to just live through it. I do both. Every six monthes or so I write a big long email to my old friends, they're my friends so they put up with it. Sometimes I just rest in the knowledge that things will get better.Remember that we're all friends here, if you wanna spill we'll listen._AmICQ: 5578907MSN Messenger: andrewdmetcalfe at hotmail dot com AIM: andrewdmetcalfeYahoo IM: ametcalf_1999 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
crazymel 0 #15 April 23, 2002 Viking - I'm with ya!!! I totally know what you mean!!! I nearly jumped out of my skin yesterday 'cause I have a brand new rig, but for some INSANE reason I'm so damn down today!! Might be because I haven't jumped for quite some time, and will only get to jump again in June (DAMN,DAMN, DAMN Stupid plane!!!!!). I'm sitting here thinking of all the good things I have going for me right now, so why do I feel this way?? If I can only jump again....Life is for the LIVING!!!!! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Michele 1 #16 April 23, 2002 See, Arthur? You're not alone. All of us question what we're going through, why we are going through it, and how the heck we are gonna make it through, just to start over again in a month, a year.... you've had a hard few months. Give yourself some slack, and rest a bit from the pursuit of perfection. You've earned the break.And remember, you didn't have a f**king realtor literally steal your client (and thus the food off your table and the jump tix out of your pocket) and then sit across a table from you lying to your face about it, and then getting tripped up on her lies, and having to lie more...and then telling you you are bad at what you do, and don't deserve another client...and telling your broker that you're a shitty realtor...You're not facing some dr. you barely know wanting to take a knife to your eye. And you don't have bald tires!!!!!!! LOL...(phew, just had to get that off my chest!)You'll be o.k. It will pass. And go do something you like to do which doesn't cost anything - a walk on the beach, hang out with some friends, post like a whore here. You'll survive it. Ciels and Pinks-MicheleIf you really want to, you can seize the day; if you really want to, you can fly away...~enya~ Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Viking 0 #17 April 23, 2002 Ya know what is somewhat funny to me? The whole time i was reading your list of shit gone wrong i was seeing you saying it on the porch of the bomb shelter I swear you must have footprints on the back of your helmet - chicagoskydiver Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Scratch 0 #18 April 23, 2002 Vikingtake that camera of yours and go take some boobie pix for the rest of us. You may be miserable, bitter and twisted but to have a camera and a passion for photography and not post boobie pix daily........that is just cruelEvery day above ground is a good day. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Michele 1 #19 April 23, 2002 Quote The whole time i was reading your list of shit gone wrong i was seeing you saying it on the porch of the bomb shelter And now, to top off the day, Arthur calls me a barwhore....no, he couldn't picture me in the air, or on the dz elsewhere, nope, it had to be the porch of the Bombshelter....(just teasing, Viking, just teasing....)Glad to read in a different post that you found swooping cows lift your spirits. I tried to take a page from your book, and watch the clip, and after the download (10 minutes - I'm slooooooooooooow), all I got was sound effects. So while it cheered you up, it only depressed me because I could hear them swooping the heifers, but not see them.....Ya know, this has been a rough day. I think it's time to go off to bed!Ciels and Pinks-MicheleIf you really want to, you can seize the day; if you really want to, you can fly away...~enya~ Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Viking 0 #20 April 23, 2002 You must really wanna see my cross-dressing shots I swear you must have footprints on the back of your helmet - chicagoskydiver Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Scratch 0 #21 April 23, 2002 Read my lips BoobiesBOOBIESB O O B I E SNot faggotey, confused, hairy man pix. Boobie pix.Hey Mel, show him a pair so he knows what I am on about.[Teacher voice]Pay attention now Viking[/teacher voice]Every day above ground is a good day. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
crazymel 0 #22 April 23, 2002 (*)(*) (Is it just me or are my nipples really "perky" today??)Life is for the LIVING!!!!! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Viking 0 #23 April 23, 2002 oooooooOOOOhhhhHH I swear you must have footprints on the back of your helmet - chicagoskydiver Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
AndyMan 7 #24 April 23, 2002 Mel? I'm depressed too.Tell me more about your boobies. Please?_AmICQ: 5578907MSN Messenger: andrewdmetcalfe at hotmail dot com AIM: andrewdmetcalfeYahoo IM: ametcalf_1999 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Scratch 0 #25 April 23, 2002 QuoteIs it just me or are my nipples really "perky" today??)Nope it is not just you, be careful with those things Mel. You might put someones eye outEvery day above ground is a good day. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
