eXpAnD 0 #1 April 1, 2001 Oh well...I'm probably drunk, so feel free to ignore this...I'm fucking depressed again...So what if I skydive and love it...I'm still scared shitless of socializing...can't talk to anyone,and chicks are out of the question...so I just loose every girl of my life...it's just me and the sky forever...forever is a long time though...Damn...I'm so sick of me!Why can't I get that fear out of me?Having noone to care for really sux!WhateverI'm sorryBluez Tefkros Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Iflyme 0 #2 April 1, 2001 Tefkros, welcome to the new DZ.com... sorry to hear that your feelin' down... maybe MikeD can send you some of his meds... or one of the gals could post a nudie pix somewhere... Hang in there 'buds - at least you are in a place where the sun shines more often than not! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
froggie 0 #3 April 1, 2001 expandhehe. im porlly a bit lum silly now too,. i love life. love life. its fun. esp. when you just get home from the bar :)froggie, Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
wingnut 0 #4 April 1, 2001 i feel the same way dude! don't worry though it'll get better.......at least i hope it does..........just the thought of getting back to the states and actually going up to full altitude in a caravan or otter makes me forget all about it.....pluss ya might find that someone special in the sky.<> Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
skreamer 1 #5 April 1, 2001 Dude, here's a bit of pop psychology : sounds like you are focussing too much on yourself and your shyness and that only worsens the problem. My *Jerry Springer* moment: give your life another dimension that is not skydiving related and puts no pressure on you socially. Join a local charity and do half a day's work there every week (preferably when the weather's crap). This'll allow you to focus on something other than yourself, it will also make you feel better about yourself and you will meet women in a friendly environment (ulterior motive? never!!!)./s[drop till you party!] Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
denaga 0 #6 April 1, 2001 Hey man!!! :)Just think, what's the worse thing could happen if u come and talk to a girl in a bar? :) She might reject you, but that's about it. So??? There is plenty of fish in a sea!!!Keep on trying and you'll find someone special!!!The only reason some chicks act all that unapproachable, is just to hide thei shyness too!!Edited by denaga on 4/1/01 05:21 AM. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
eXpAnD 0 #7 April 1, 2001 Thanx guys and gals,really really appreciate all the replies!It's so good to be back in the forums.I feel much better anyway now, 12.5 hours of sleep can make miracles.Alcohol actually has a reverse effect on me, making me depressed instead of happy!Weird, huh:)It's great to have around people like you!Have to run to the lab now (not exactly charity work)and try to do some 'research'.And probably I'll jump again in something like 9 days, so just let depression have its final moments...heheheThink highTefkros Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites