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jenfly00

I am a Heroin Worshipper ...and proud of it!

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Today, many people are too ashamed to admit their
love and faith in Heroin, because of persecution (and prosecution!). Many people go to needle and yet continue to live lives that are blasphemous to Drug's word.
Anyway, in order to meet other genuine Heroin Worshippers in this sport, I decided to post this. I am not ashamed to call Heroin my Lord and Savior. Mock me or Her if you want, but I love Her and She has done everything for me.
I am still no where the kind of loving, serving, selfless person I desire to be, but my faith in Heroin has allowed Her to mold me and shape me into a more loving person who actually cares about people.

I used to be a very depressed girl who was always lonely, yet very selfish and angry. Knowing Heroin has been the best thing that has happened to me.

I am not talking about just going to neighborhood and shooting up every now and then. To me, knowing Heroin means falling in love with an amazing Creator, desiring to know and please Her with all my heart; reaching out to people who are suffering physically, emotionally, and spiritually, being there as a friend. Heroin desires to for us to know Her and I can tell you from experience, She is the most fulfilling thing I've ever had in my life.

Call me an over-zealous smack-freak, an uptight junkie, whatever you want.
Love me, hate me, but I love Heroin and I'm jen! :)
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Today, many people are too ashamed to admit their
love and faith in Heroin, because of persecution (and prosecution!). Many people go to needle and yet continue to live lives that are blasphemous to Drug's word.
Anyway, in order to meet other genuine Heroin Worshippers in this sport, I decided to post this. I am not ashamed to call Heroin my Lord and Savior. Mock me or Her if you want, but I love Her and She has done everything for me.
I am still no where the kind of loving, serving, selfless person I desire to be, but my faith in Heroin has allowed Her to mold me and shape me into a more loving person who actually cares about people.

I used to be a very depressed girl who was always lonely, yet very selfish and angry. Knowing Heroin has been the best thing that has happened to me.

I am not talking about just going to neighborhood and shooting up every now and then. To me, knowing Heroin means falling in love with an amazing Creator, desiring to know and please Her with all my heart; reaching out to people who are suffering physically, emotionally, and spiritually, being there as a friend. Heroin desires to for us to know Her and I can tell you from experience, She is the most fulfilling thing I've ever had in my life.

Call me an over-zealous smack-freak, an uptight junkie, whatever you want.
Love me, hate me, but I love Heroin and I'm jen! :)



quality mocking ;)
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Yeah but...........it costs money to worship the sacred opiate:P:D:D:D:D

Most other superstitions are free...........;)



1st ones for free, I decided that no matter how good the truth I couldn't afford my daily contribution to the collection plate. ;)

"This isn't an iron lung, people. You can actually disconnect and not die." -Dave

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Call me an over-zealous smack-freak, an uptight junkie, whatever you want.
Love me, hate me, but I love Heroin and I'm jen!


And that would explain a whole lot.;)

Ciels-
Michele


~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek
While our hearts lie bleeding?~

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Call me an over-zealous smack-freak, an uptight junkie, whatever you want.
Love me, hate me, but I love Heroin and I'm jen!


And that would explain a whole lot.;)

Ciels-
Michele



You got me there, Michele. I never saw that coming. ;)

For the adults ...

Whenever we turn our lives over to ...something, we lose enormous growth potential. Doesn't make any difference (outside of potential incarceration :( ) whether is it religion, drugs, psychosis (or combinations thereof) when we allow anything to rule a major part of our lives there is a big price tag.

Now back to Michele ... :P
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Dear child. It's funny how you and I have such polar opposite views...

I have found, that for me at least, when I became more aware of the spiritual aspect of life, I learned a whole lot more. And I've found that I've grown deeper, more compassionate and considerate, than I was in my early-mid 20's when I already knew it all. I think that my exploring the spiritual aspects of life has hugely contributed to my growth potential, and has widened my horizons, deepened my understanding, and developed me in ways I never expected.

Then again, I've never dabbled in heroin, so you may be right about that particular subject. I'll take your word for it, how's that? Seeing as you speak from experience.

Ciels-
Michele


~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek
While our hearts lie bleeding?~

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Dear child. It's funny how you and I have such polar opposite views...

I have found, that for me at least, when I became more aware of the spiritual aspect of life, I learned a whole lot more. And I've found that I've grown deeper, more compassionate and considerate, than I was in my early-mid 20's when I already knew it all. I think that my exploring the spiritual aspects of life has hugely contributed to my growth potential, and has widened my horizons, deepened my understanding, and developed me in ways I never expected.

Then again, I've never dabbled in heroin, so you may be right about that particular subject. I'll take your word for it, how's that? Seeing as you speak from experience.

Ciels-
Michele



Thanks Michele. I always look forward to your eloquent words masking resentments of a more ...basic nature. But WTF, we all express ourselves in ways that meet our needs. Mine is more straightforward and abrasive , yours plays to the audience. I will admit, it is frequently difficult to respond to points you raise when you are just jumping in with harbored resentment in defense of a playmate for a comment expressed at other times and in other threads. Nicer prose but the real issue is, 'you said something I didn't like about my playmate'.

Be that as it may, I'm going to stop. I've taken a years sabatical to write my dissertation and in avoidance of that, far too frequently come here to trade childish quips under the guise of matters spiritual. So I (hopefully) will turn my efforts toward what I should be doing. It's been fun, if not productive.

I will admit, I was looking forward to receiving one last classic Michele "and that's sad" "sadder still" or "saddest of all" as your way of saying "bitch!" but I'll live with the disappointment.

Have fun and I wish you and your playmates well.
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I have found, that for me at least, when I became more aware of the spiritual aspect of life, I learned a whole lot more. And I've found that I've grown deeper, more compassionate and considerate, than I was in my early-mid 20's when I already knew it all. I think that my exploring the spiritual aspects of life has hugely contributed to my growth potential, and has widened my horizons, deepened my understanding, and developed me in ways I never expected.



You really couldn't be more pretentious, could you.
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Dear child. It's funny how you and I have such polar opposite views...

I have found, that for me at least, when I became more aware of the spiritual aspect of life, I learned a whole lot more. And I've found that I've grown deeper, more compassionate and considerate, than I was in my early-mid 20's when I already knew it all. I think that my exploring the spiritual aspects of life has hugely contributed to my growth potential, and has widened my horizons, deepened my understanding, and developed me in ways I never expected.

Then again, I've never dabbled in heroin, so you may be right about that particular subject. I'll take your word for it, how's that? Seeing as you speak from experience.

Ciels-
Michele



Thanks Michele. I always look forward to your eloquent words masking resentments of a more ...basic nature. But WTF, we all express ourselves in ways that meet our needs. Mine is more straightforward and abrasive , yours plays to the audience. I will admit, it is frequently difficult to respond to points you raise when you are just jumping in with harbored resentment in defense of a playmate for a comment expressed at other times and in other threads. Nicer prose but the real issue is, 'you said something I didn't like about my playmate'.

Be that as it may, I'm going to stop. I've taken a years sabatical to write my dissertation and in avoidance of that, far too frequently come here to trade childish quips under the guise of matters spiritual. So I (hopefully) will turn my efforts toward what I should be doing. It's been fun, if not productive.

I will admit, I was looking forward to receiving one last classic Michele "and that's sad" "sadder still" or "saddest of all" as your way of saying "bitch!" but I'll live with the disappointment.

Have fun and I wish you and your playmates well.



if i had a printer, i'd print this out as the ultimate put down :)
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I will admit, I was looking forward to receiving one last classic Michele "and that's sad" "sadder still" or "saddest of all" as your way of saying "bitch!" but I'll live with the disappointment.


Good on you for writing your dissertation. I wish you the best of luck.

Ciels-
Michele


~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek
While our hearts lie bleeding?~

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Have fun and I wish you and your playmates well.



I have no idea why it is that those who post offensively always take refuge in conspiracy theories when opposed, but that does seem to be the pattern.

As for you, O Wicked One, usually I think you're right. This time, I think you're wrong. Nothing pretentious in that post; it was a totally appropriate response under the circumstances, IMO.

Of course, this will just be taken in some quarters as more evidence of the conspiracy.

rl
If you don't know where you're going, you should know where you came from. Gullah Proverb

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Have fun and I wish you and your playmates well.



I have no idea why it is that those who post offensively always take refuge in conspiracy theories when opposed, but that does seem to be the pattern.

As for you, O Wicked One, usually I think you're right. This time, I think you're wrong. Nothing pretentious in that post; it was a totally appropriate response under the circumstances, IMO.

Of course, this will just be taken in some quarters as more evidence of the conspiracy.

rl






I confess, I posted the link in 'Let's get nasty' to trap you in your web of lies. The link was to a completely socially unacceptable video clip completely unrelated to any previous discussion between you, the other playmates in the schoolyard, and myself.

My bet was that all of you would seize on the unralated socially inappropriate behavior (it was ;) ) to further your silly and petty ...er, conspiracy. I missed out on muenkel (and lost a private wager :( ) because he was not online before the thread was locked.

So the 'conspirators' ( you, sinker/micro, and michele) showed true colors and jumped right on it. Now there is not a damn thing 'wrong' with a clique of people roaming the board looking for opportunity after opportunity to provide grade school like support of each other and 'get even' with the person who offended a playmate. I simply grew weary of you (collectively) taking the high moral ground on the issue de jour and wanted to demonstrate that your responses were merely clique reinforcing behavior ...nothing more.

Now I really must spend my sabatical for what it is intended and will make this my last post for at least six months. Have fun!

Oh, BTW ...Checkmate! :)
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checkmate? hardly! did you even read my post? your infantile coprophagic thread, started by you under the ridiculous guise of a "trap" did nothing more than prove to everyone (except the decerebrate few) what sort of also-ran you are. it bothered me not in the least. you're desired effect backfired quite tastily.

it looks like the village of dz.com has TWO idiots it can't seem to lose... [:/]

edit: after re-reading your last post, i guess we'll be down to just one village idiot we have to lose... and the crowd goes wild!

edit2: you're on sabatical? I didn't know kindergarteners HAD sabaticals!!

I miss Lee.
And JP.
And Chris. And...

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I missed out on muenkel (and lost a private wager ) because he was not online before the thread was locked.



Oh, I do not want you to miss out on winning the wager.

Your 'humor' is lost on me. Finding 'humor' in something that has cost the lives of so many is basically sick.

I know this was an attempt to make your point, but your point has already been made many, many times over. We've gotten your point a long time ago, so your six month sabbatical is just a vacation for me. Best of luck on your dissertation. I hope your professor does not judge it as harshly as you have judged so many. Kharma can be a bitch.

Anyway, whatever you post still won't stop me from including your intentions in my daily rosary.:)
Chris



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did you even read my post? your infantile coprophagic thread, started by you under the ridiculous guise of a "trap" did nothing more than prove to everyone (except the decerebrate few) what sort of also-ran you are. it bothered me not in the least. you're desired effect backfired quite tastily.


Well...considering the [Red]Head Honcho just chimed in, and he's not one of the "playmates" mentioned, I think Jen's thread - which was not a "trap" in the least, imo - demonstrated her intentions clearly.

I was also considering some of Jen's past postings here, and it seems to me that she is as aggressive in her posting topics and behaviors as she accuses others of being.

So frankly, Sinker (and I'll call you that), I suspect we are seeing a clear case of transference, inasmuch as she sees her own motives and behavior in others who are not demonstrating that whatsoever.

Oh well.

Jen, good luck with your disseration. If I prayed a rosary, then I'd be sure to say one for you. I don't, so I'll just hope you manage to get it done coherently in between your heroin injections without nodding off too badly.

Ciels-
Michele


~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek
While our hearts lie bleeding?~

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