So, if you know you could fuck up, why are you jumping that thing? If you do kill someone, I hope you live to tell the family of the jumper exactly what you posted here. You dying would be the easy way out. Yes, mad respect for you being homeless and then getting a job that allowed you to skydive. Disrespect for you not respecting the danger that happens in swooping, and the lives you can permanently fuck up before you're experienced enough to handle that canopy.
Do not come to Skydive Dallas.