Yep, just a big kid pretty much hahaha. Just a shame playing in the big kids play ground has lost all of its appeal, I need a new hobby!.
But valid question in regards to the Diploma. I guess I'm doing it more for the benefit of the training you get with the course rather than the actual paper, if you get what I mean.
Having a solid 8 month block of 'skydiving training' pretty much takes all the uncertainty out of getting started. I can take extended leave from work, move out of my flat etc etc and know what's in store for the next 8 months and end up with 200 jumps. Not to mention it's subsidised by the government etc
I feel if I do the AFF it'll make building up jump numbers a bit harder and any prolonged absence or time between courses will have a negative effect. And in all likely hood training that way will be drawn out due to a variety of factors i.e finances, time, lack of a decent DZ nearby etc.
The only reason I'm thinking of keeping my current job is because in all reality working on a dropzone, as a noob, won't pay the bills. That's not to say I won't be that noob getting paid crap and skydiving at any opportunity!
However if I keep my job and get this diploma I've worked out I could fund atleast 10 jumps a week (if I had my own setup) and still have a decent life. I could refine my skills further, gain jumps, make contacts and work towards my tandem etc before then trying to get into employment. If it doesn't work out, it doesn't work out but I'd be happy in the knowledge that I came up with a plan, stuck to it and gave it everything.