Hey guys! My names Brad and I have a issue. I went skydiving sometime last year by myself. When I got there I was cool and collected the entire time. Out the door fine and everything. The second tandem the whole way there i had this feeling of nervousness the entire time and at the door really felt it. Once we were in the air though, loved it. I signed up for solo flight, took the class and the next day went. When i got there i had that slight nervousness again. When the instructor said it was time to get on the plane though, my body locked on me. Hard to breathe, clamy hands, weak knees. Out of no where I had no idea where it came from. I missed the first plane and when the second came I still felt the wave again but got on anyway. Sadly when we got to the door i completely flipped out and couldn't even go near the door. I'm so dissapointed in myself that I didn't do it and want to conquer it but every time I even think of jumping, my body tenses and I get a wave of nervousness. Has anyone had a experience like this or know someone who has? I don't understand why the first time I was super cool and as the next two times came I got worse and worse.
