You should come to skydive mesquite in Nevada. We have a great inviroment. It would be a good break for you. We are having a boogie in jan. There are plenty of belly flyers and freeflyers. Lately we have been doing hybrids. You should check out our web page- www.skydivemesquite.com.
The DZO's are the best you wil never see them w/out a smile. All the staff are great. It is an all around great place to jump.
Check out new places before you give it all up.
I know how it is to get mixed up in being staff. I am only a packer but I have an idea of what it feels like.
Well hope to see you. Just keep your head held high and have fun.