Hey rhino....
Survive THIS.
http://www.consumptionjunction.com/feat/cc/detail.asp?ID=10370&type=2&page=21
This is a two minute audio clip my brother risked his life to make. Its a souvenir of 15 years of hell on earth. The kid was me, long time ago. Go ahead, smile, man. What, you're not smiling?
The page it's posted on is nasty but its about the only place I could find that would archive it publicly. NSFW....and for sanity's sake don't let kids hear it.