It's been so long since I've gone skydiving, every time I even think about it, all I can see is myself getting hurt or worse. I suppose it doesn't help that much that my family has had quite a few deaths recently, natural causes, illness, etc.
Has this ever happened to anyone else? I'm worried that I'll never get the nerve to take the plunge again.
I still have all my stuff, what little of it there was. Helmet, alti, good gloves, log book.
I really miss my friends who probably don't even remember what I look like anymore. I still wear my closing pin necklace every so often, and I still want to call myself a skydiver, I just can't get over the fear.