Having smoked (and repeatedly quit) for quite a while I know what you mean about feeling pants when an attempt to quit fails....But DON'T stop trying to quit!!! I cannot remember what number attempt this is but I am smoke free a year now and my mantra every morning is Quit Again Today. I used to think once I'd lasted a month I'd be fine but it'd come back and bite me on the ass. Besides, if you quit, the extra money's great and you'll hack up less furballs.... Just show me the door....