I for one am trying to understand how you can leave such an incredible sport. But, I also know that when you say i had enough, thats it. Your post has made think alittle, when will I experience the loss, I hope never, and I too get that feeling when I exit every now and then, but how can you leave it. The sky, the clouds, that we don't break through, the air, the people we meet, the incredible stoke that only a skydiver knows, sorry to here your putting down your wings, hope to here your back one day my friend, I'll pay for that slot! hope to see you in the air again SOON. ED B-26704