Morningstar

Dude, I totally hear you. The point I was trying to make though is that if you write songs/lyrics and play your heart out, for the right reasons you do get that inner peace/calm- and a damn huge buzz as well. Playing in front of two thousand people is something that will be with me forever. The freedom of expression and the buzz are two things linking the ways of life. BUT, also you have the whole 'cool' brigade and people who do it for the 'scene', if you know what I mean? Perhaps I'm wrong but it was what I thought I saw when visiting a couple of DZs. Whilst snowboarding in Chamony it seemed to be like it as well. You do it for you, not for the people who are impressed by you doing it. She did say once that she'd pay for a tandem as a birthday present, so she was trying to get me involved at one point. We could have made it. Before the vultures moved in, I think, hehe. You have to laugh dont you?!. It all got very messy, truth be told. I'll move on but will always love her. Anyway guys thanks for the feedback. Its much appreciated. Nice to know people want to comment in a constructive way. xxx Life moves pretty fast. If you dont stop and look around once in a while you could miss it. Courtesy of one F.Bueller.

Well, hi everyone. Sorry to revive this dead thread, But I'm LolliUK's [now] ex boyfriend! She went away to learn and started fooling around almost immediately. A pretty young thing on her own drew a lot of attention. The whole 'cool' side of it affected her a bit too much I think. Seems we werent as secure as she and I hoped. The relationship was so tight before, but perhaps too tight. I did get pretty damn annoyed at the whole predictability of the situation, but really, I never once doubted her in four years together. She never really had problems with me having a few girls as mates either. Not that she told me , anyway! I am gutted, because we were so happy and at ease with each other. It was definately one of those 'once in a lifetime' kind of loves. Soppy tw*t!. I just wish she didnt have to give in to the bullshit side of it. But I want her to be happy and if she so chooses, free. Skydiving is something I have wanted to do for a long time, and will do in a few months in NZ but I would never really feel the need to do the whole 'dropzone scene' thing as I have a totally busy social life that I love. Yeah, you make friends obviously but for the right reasons. I have been in and out of rock bands for the best part of 9 years and I think Skydiving (and other extreme type stuff) shares a lot of similarities with the whole rock n roll lifestyle thing. Anyone agree? I would have her back tomorrow if she came to think that skydiving and loving someone who isnt as into it can co-exsist. But, er, maybe I was a tad too angry. Yes, I love her that much. DOH! Anyones thoughts (however bad)on this would be cool.