Everything. Probably the most insightful thing so far is how to get all of the love, every last bit of it - by giving it all away.
Let me tell you about my dear departed friend, Dr. Jackass: he spent all of his life trying with all of his might to be worthy of love. He was always ALMOST there, but it stayed JUST out of reach. If he got one more 'A', made one more touchdown, made just a little bit more money, scored with just one more hot chick, got just one more point in time, garduated at the very top, won the medal, he might FINALLY be worth it... but it stayed JUST out of reach. Finally, one day of triumph like a million others he was able to look around at all of his vanquished foes and say, "Wow, look at me... I beat everybody that showed up today. But did I really win?" Then he stopped... just for one minute... trying to be worthy of love. Just for a minute. Then his friends came along and showed him how to be worthy of all of the love in the world... by giving it all away. Then he found out that, once he stopped for just one minute trying with all of his might to be worthy of love... he was all along, just like everybody else.
PS the screen name is also the nickname my close friends in this special human experience we call a 'sport' gave to me. I'm going to try vith all of my might to be worth it... "Since I'm perfect in every way, I'm finished working on me and now I'm ready to start judging everybody else. So if you need me, I'll be over here... judging you."
