Ok, I basically lurk these forums and rarely post. But this has upset me so much, I just have to say something. The idea of one of my friends going in makes me want to throw up. These people who are teaching me, hanging out with me and generally being great people mean the world to me, and I hope that I never have to witness anything bad happening to them skydiving or otherwise. You need to think before you open your mouth, or turn on your computer and start typing. You definitely need some sort of help and I hope you get it before you go back to your DZ, if you have one to go back to after what you said.