I did my first tandem yesterday morning...
I was not afraid on ascent to 15,000 feet, or ground instruction, or even the torturous two hour drive at 4:30am to get to the Skydive Center. My brain did a really weird thing, though, as soon as my instructor said "Okay, we're gonna scoot over to the door now". I started to look out the door as we were scotting together, and with my eyes wide open, I lost complete brain function...like I was hypnotized. I didn't "freeze". I became a robot, following the EXACT verbal step by step instructions he was giving me...the same instructions we went over while on the ground. But my consciousness was seperated from my body, and I was completely numb. "1..2...3...LUNGE!". For a split second, I felt like I'd been punched in the gut, and as soon as the wind hit me, I was free. "WHAAAAAAAAA-OOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!". I couldn't stop smiling during free-fall for the next sixty seconds. I'll be honest...if I hadn't been tied to my tandem instructor, I think I would've definitely frozen...but I sure as heck didn't feel like trying to stop us from jumping either. It was very nice to have a pro strapped to my back, and for the first time in my life completely let go. I have to go again...SOON. Did you know that due to the shape of the North American Elk's esophogus, that even if it COULD speak, it could not pronounce the word lasagna?