Instead of thinking about the fear, think about the sense of satisfaction you get as your main opens and you take in the view around you. Then again the satisfaction after you land on your feet. It's a great sense of accomplishment. When I went through AFF my friend and I drove three hours to the dz; these were three hours of anxiety and, well... fear. For me that fear has been replaced with fun. Where I was scared now I'm having a blast. Now as soon as I touch down I'm ready to go again ASAP. If its something you really want to do again you'll convince yourself to and along with jumping more will come more confidence and less fear. Good luck, be safe, Mark