SO, little update.
First, thanks everyone for the words and encouragement.
I did three jumps today. My instructors insisted on going out with 2 instructors today and do nothing but PRCP, slow, controlled and smooth on the first jump. That went really well, everything was great!
2nd Jump, one instructor, work PRCP with no one holding the harness, slow controlled and smooth. went pretty good, got wobbly once, stopped and immediately went back to my arch.
3rd jump, Solo exit, 1 instructor. Exit was great, no flipping, came off the hill great and stayed on heading pretty much. We worked on legs legs legs. He was in front of me, would have me track forward to him. He would back slide, we would do it again. It was to help me get my legs working, in unison. It went great as well. Nothing bad, little wobbly at times but never out of control.
all in all, today went great. Still haven't gotten past cat D but as everyone here as assured me, it will come!
I will be back out there tomorrow, 3 more jumps, maybe more? hopefully, we can work legs some more, relax (lol) and get some damn turns in!