I am a 25 year old nursing student that cant afford to skydive at all. on my 18 b-day i did a tandem and when i was in the navy i jumped three times AFF at skydive suffolk and then ran out of money. since then ive made more than a few mistakes in my life and i am tryng to recover from it but i still have school. the sad thing is im not going to nursing school because i "LOVE" it. nursing is easy for me and it will pay me the money i need to skydive all over the world. I think about it everyday, when im on a plane i almost know when we're at 16,000 and i close my eyes and put my self into a free fall. when im in titusville and i see those canopies floating down, it almost hurts. I have givin up everything in order to get through school and yet i still might not make it because the state of florida wants me to go to jail for six months all because i drive to fast (and when im not supposed to) well if I have no other option and i have to go to jail it will destroy everything i have worked for as a nursing student and i will have to start from scratch pushing 26 years old. I have not joind this forum untill today because i wanted to wait untill i was ready to jump all of the time. well... friday is the day i find out my fate. if these motha fkas put me in jail, the day i get out i am dedicating my life to the sport. i have no kids, no wife, and my "friends" are all pretty much worthless. i am willing to go where ever and do what ever but one day skydiving will pay me. and befor i die i will base jump the black hole. I am a little stressed about friday and i wanted to vent. i am totaly looking for friends on this site and maybe some ideas where to get started so feel free to tell me what you think. anybody who actualy reads all this bull flop and wants to hit me up ill let you know how it ends up.