Thank you all. I never expected so many replies. Once again you've made me smile. Congratulations Monk, Skymedic and Tee - 7 years cancer-free!!!! Awesome. For me this experience has been a good one, don't get me wrong, I NEVER want to go through this again, but I'm glad I did in a way. I've learned so much about myself, and life, and what's truly important. I know I'm pretty tough and will continue to kick ass. I agree with the mental aspect of fighting disease..attitude is everything and that's why I had to keep laughing in cancers face. I jumped today. It was my "no more f-ing chemo" jump. It didn't go quite as planned but hey, they're all good!! Peace, Love and Health to Everyone!