Okay let me clarify some things that I previously didn't mention. I'm not cash strapped, I currently have somewhat of a respectable job as a full time Medical Assistant, I make about $15-18 dollars an hour depending on what I hours i work at my hospital. I'm currently also going to school part time to become a RN. So you could say i work in a stressful environment, but when i hang out at the DZ at Eloy all of that kind of melts away. The people there are so cool and laid back and I've already made tons of friends. The reason i mentioned a school loan is because I know i could get a Large lump some of money off the bat. Hmm I guess i just almost answered my own question, I just need to pull the trigger on the loan and sell my life to the banks. The only downside is i will have to put my RN career on hold for maybe a year or two. Would you put your career on hold for the sport should have been my real question